the frustrations of trying to get people together
since I started music, there has always been one thing that has driven me up the wall, and that’s the silent treatment, and mostly my own inability to force things.
people i try and work with, most of the time, just blow me off. I don’t like that, at all. at the same time, I know how people work and operate, and odds are it’s just my assumption of events in overdrive.
and then there’s the classic, talk-to-you-and-i’m-not-worth-a-response crap.
in short, trying to find someone to replace ari’s role in Aces Down/finding a singer to work with on the story from the mixtape, is driving me up the wall. so sick and tired of this crap. i want to quit because of this always happening but i’m at the point where instead of that i’ll burn bridges, tell people that “congrats, since you’re too lazy to get your act together, that chance to be part of something is going somewhere else. how’s that”
so i’m stuck. but i’m not stuck forever.